Deirdre's Diary
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fuck.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
dude i thought i could trust him. this is why i don't do that. god FUCK dude ahhhh god fuck im so mad. ugh. why do i do this....
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
dude i thought i could trust him. this is why i don't do that. god FUCK dude ahhhh god fuck im so mad. ugh. why do i do this....
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i suppose i'll unlock this.
post if you want to my little children.
post if you want to my little children.
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i can't believe that happened. i'm going through with it. i can't believe that it happened again. i feel so... betrayed. even if that's not what happened... i just thought things could maybe go right for once. apparently not. fuck. goddamn.
why. just why. i can't even think. how am i supposed to study for my finals. i have this on my mind and i don't even know whats going to happen. im going to fail everything..... as usual
that's all i am is a failure. fucking hell. god. i'm seriously the worst human ever. i can't even keep her as my friend for a year.... things have to go bad. i think it would be easier for her if i wasn't in the picture. maybe i just won't do band next year. i'm sure a lot of people will be happy about that. i don't know what else i'm gonna do though..
why. just why. i can't even think. how am i supposed to study for my finals. i have this on my mind and i don't even know whats going to happen. im going to fail everything..... as usual
that's all i am is a failure. fucking hell. god. i'm seriously the worst human ever. i can't even keep her as my friend for a year.... things have to go bad. i think it would be easier for her if i wasn't in the picture. maybe i just won't do band next year. i'm sure a lot of people will be happy about that. i don't know what else i'm gonna do though..
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*sigh*
i just wish things would work out.....
i just wish things would work out.....
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i am so happy that i finally got to work with food and understand it. i was really dreading going to work and im glad i went...
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i'll be gone for a few days, but i will be back.
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that few days.......
that was life changing. i'm never going to think something again. i just... wow.
that was life changing. i'm never going to think something again. i just... wow.
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i don't want to do anything else today. i just want to go to rocky horror picture show with my friends and then get to sleep. i want a stress free day. i can't wait for lunch but guys i think i passed the test i just took. i realized that if i apply myself i can understand it. i know it sounds obvious but i forget a lot of times that i'm not stupid. so what i like about algebra two (which isn't a lot) is that this lesson is completely different from the last lesson, so since i had a rough first lesson the second one is way different and i love it. understanding lessons is great.
plus i think just.... if he forgives me everythings going to be ok.
plus i think just.... if he forgives me everythings going to be ok.
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it's hard to tell what i'm even doing anymore. what is going on... seriously.
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im so tired. so sleepy and mentally tired. god
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i guess it's complicated anymore. i don't want to go to work tonight because i don't want to have to work with the manager and i don't want a repeat of last night. i just wish everything worked all the time at that store... i mean.... gosh. i just feel like if the drink machine didn't have to be defrosted every fucking hour things would be better.... i wouldn't have to deal with rude customers.
but i guess since i get to work with one of my friends it's gonna be ok since she's funny. i wouldn't even mind doing dishes with her since we can jsut talk. but it's a friday and i don't want to work it... :/
but i guess since i get to work with one of my friends it's gonna be ok since she's funny. i wouldn't even mind doing dishes with her since we can jsut talk. but it's a friday and i don't want to work it... :/
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every one of my friends is finding a significant other and im just here like waddup
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looks like i'm the only admin for about a week. maybe we might have someone else step in.. just in case
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I went to rocky horror picture show and won the costume contest.
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i dyed my hair again. i'm not sure how i feel about the cut though, it looks a little sloppy, but thats no big deal.
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it's kind of funny how someone notices that we're not friends anymore.
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i have no interest in becoming friends with you again. i will, however sit by you so it will make the teacher happy.
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