South's Diary

Well... I want and don't want it to be Sunday. I want to go to small group, but I don't know how one of my friends is going to react when I come out to him. He's always been very conservative, so I don't think he'll take it well. But, I've told the rest of them, might as well tell him myself before someone else does. That's my line of thinking anyway.

I hope it goes well, Cody!

I'm sorry Connie. I wish I could make things better. Don't give up...

Just try to watch this without crying.

SouthDakota wrote:Just try to watch this without crying.

I think we can all relate to this on a personal level

Dammit, Cody... it is too early in the day for me to ruin my makeup!!!  

Sorry, Andrea. Tbh, I've been watching it the whole day. Haven't had anything better to do. I notice some new detail every time.

I am glad they made it though... it is an important message.

I remember why I hate early release days. I have nothing to do at home. At least at school I can be with my friends. But, I have basically done nothing for four hours now, and I need to kill many more hours somehow. I guess... Youtube? I guess I'll rewatch some videos until they put out new ones today. Rage, please for the love of everything, put out an hour long video, or something like that. It would be much appreciated... Fuck. I'm so bored. I've even done all my homework. Amazing. Leaves me with even less to do. Fucking brilliant.

Well you can always poke fun at your VK friends for a bit.

Hey, how did Sunday go at your small group thingy?  You seemed kinda anxious about that.

Miss Who wrote:Well you can always poke fun at your VK friends for a bit.

Hey, how did Sunday go at your small group thingy?  You seemed kinda anxious about that.

Haha, yes, I could do that. 

And, James didn't go that week. So that helped my stress levels, haha.

And, on a side note, why is "kinda" supposedly misspelled? Kinda is definitely a word. Definitely. I don't know what you're talking about.

I forgot something. This is my new wallpaper for both my ipod and computer. I don't care if people notice anymore. And also, because fuck the haters.


There's an image where there's like, anti-gay gatherings with signs and stuff, and the text on the picture says, "You realize how stupid you're going to look in forty years?" Lol, I like imagining that.

SouthDakota wrote:

And, on a side note, why is "kinda" supposedly misspelled? Kinda is definitely a word. Definitely.

I kinda agree!  

Well, this night was both awkward and fun. Went to church because I wanted to hang out with my friends, and guess what they talked about? Dating and relationships, and how that relates to the Bible, and whatnot. Well, awkward part being that it was what you'd expect from a church. Not gay-friendly, to say the least. But I did get to hang out with my friend, so that part was fun.

But, that aside, today in general was pretty bad. Yesterday was a snow day for some reason, the roads were fine. But, that threw off my internal clock, and I thought today was Monday. I don't like my internal clock being messed with. Also, I have plans for spring break, and I cannot go to school on the make-up days. At my school, you can only miss three days maximum if you want to exempt one exam at the end of the year. So if I miss one more day the whole year, I'm fucked.

I really don't like the kid I sat next to in Biology. He gave away a new water bottle to someone, because he didn't want it. You want to know why? Some kid who was gay had the same water bottle. That was the only reason. I had two words to say: Fuck you. He didn't like that.

I woulda told that kid the same thing!!!!

i'm sorry that these dumbass homophobes are ruining the name of christianity. ITS SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE!!! goddamn it makes me so mad...

I have come to a decision. I hate everyone and everything who are not my friends. Let me refer back to these lyrics: There was a time when my best was good enough.

SouthDakota wrote:I have come to a decision. I hate everyone and everything who are not my friends.

*phew*

I think i am safe.

Haha, yeah, you guys are safe.

Today was the most wasted day... We had a snow day, so I've done nothing all day. I would normally be fine with it, but the lock-in for our church was cancelled as well. I was really looking forward to hanging out with my friends, but no. Not anymore. Fuck this weather.

Yes. Glorious victory is mine. Mom was gonna make me get my hair cut today, but there was too much ice on the driveway. Now there won't be a chance to get my hair cut for another two weeks. Muhahaha! I win.

I am happy face. Small group is so much fun. I don't have to think about everything I say before I say it, which is just so much better. Like, my other friends at school are nowhere near as easy to talk with, and it just gets so tiring filtering everything I say. So, yeah. I love my small group.

i'm glad you have a place where you can be yourself

Agreed. Those kinds of groups are the BEST.

Lol, this county. Cancelled school due to power outages caused by the ice we had last Friday.

Sadly though, there goes my exam exemption. The rules for exemptions at my school: You can only exempt one exam, and with limited options. Generally speaking, only exemptions for foreign language classes. So, check, I've got that: Spanish 2.
Next: You must have a C or higher in said class. Check: A.
Next: You can have no more than 3 absences in said class. Well, they've rescheduled the make-up day for Spring Break. I already have plans, and can't change said plans. So... I'll have more than 3 absences.
Sadly, there are no exceptions to the absences rule. Had the flu? Went to a funeral? Were away for a family vacation? Have a serious medical problem? School: "Sucks to be you, no exemption for you." Which I think is quite an understanding and kind policy.

Aside from that, my day's been kinda uneventful. Not really good, not really bad either.

Well... I'm tired. I haven't slept properly in about a week now. About... four hours each day, except this weekend. Since Friday... I've had about four hours of sleep total. This week has been messed up. I just don't know...