Thoughts

Ive been having thoughts recently. And not good ones, suicidal ones.

Theres the part of my mind that reminds me of all the good things ive done


BUT the part of my mind that argues that, all the bad things ive done, is winning, because ive done more bad things than good things

Ive threatened, well, "promised" was the word i use, peoples lives, ive hit my siblings, etc...

I... I'm just failing to find the purpose in living.

I feel as though the world would be better off without me. And if i did "leave" it would go unnoticed.

I just dont know what to do anymore....

Well, let's look at it like this.

Storm's don't last forever. They just don't. Even thought this might be a hurricane, it will be over. Please remember that people love you, no matter what they say, or what they do. You cannot, just simply CANNOT be put down. I know you too well. You are a strong person.

thank you eric

Please do not give in to these thoughts Cam, try and find a happy one to cling to when your feeling this way

Kyle wrote:Please do not give in to these thoughts Cam, try and find a happy one to cling to when your feeling this way

I Agree to this

If you believe in God , he forgives you of EVERYTHING you have ever done , are doing right now, and in the future there is not a single thing you can do to fall from him he knows you and loves you ; one human among 7 billion on one planet out of 8 , one tiny solar systems in a sea full of them and one galaxie out of millions more ,
and HE LOVES you . don't think you can't be forgiven there is people that have killed christians and they end becoming gods hands and feet